If she was a girl
I wouldve name her Leyla
and a boy, maybe after you
I wasnt ready for no baby
That day I felt so blue
Because for once
I wanted to take responsiblity for the things I do
And maybe should have you

I met this girl named Kayla
She said this was her fourth time
and then this girl next to her
she said her friend had nine
Children that was, but only three survived

So Leyla because Of Kayla
She became a friend
And from looking through her eyes
It made me realize
That you were never satisfied
And despite
the LIES
CRIES
and WHYS
I could've been your wife
A good one for life

On our way in, the priest greeted us
He tried to give me the pamplet that read,
"Dont kill your child, they could make your world shine."
But I didn't pick it up
I saw it on the floor
As you pulled by arm
And said, "Don't look back, just think of all the things we lack."

BACKKK

It's been a minute since I uploaded my last blog post, but I'm back and hopefully I'll be BACK!! Just been quite busy, school and working. Been writing songs now-a-days...I gotta lot ishhh on my mind, so it makes it easyyy for me to just goooo FLOWWWW....

I was on the bus on my way to school and this just spitted out of my mind...(No this is not a song, just a regular poem) This goes out to KAYLA..

SOB's presents, Teedra Moses

Last night, I had the pleasure to watch the lovely soultrist/ songstress, Teedra Moses and her live band at SOB's in New York City. She performed some of my favorite songs including, "Be Your Girl", "Take Me", "Complex Simplicity" and "No More Tears". She also performed, "Kool" off her latest mixtape, "Lionhearted Young Hustla."

She is really a piece of artwork. Words can't express her talent, except that she's sings better in concert, which is only positive on her end.

Back to Black

Some pics from a shoot yesterday. Brooklyn. Photographer: Shannon.

Decided to change my hair color back to black for now because I honestly getting tired of the different shades of colors in my hair. Besides, I just wanted my eyebrows to match my hair.

Men are def more emotional than women, they just express it differently. Women cry. Men fall too deep. Way too deeeeepp. I just want a man that I can be his best friend before I love him. A man who will not say I LoVE You, before we actually start dating. I wan't to be able to say Ilike you before he tells me that he's in LOVE. Ohhh Boy. What can't I love before I get in love? Until that day....i'll keep ya posted

models 5'7 here's your chance.

Tyra Banks just announced on her talk show that she will be doing a season of America's Next TOp Models for girls who under 5'7, only. So if you are over that requirement, you cannot audition. She mentioned that she is trying to help shorter girls break down barriers. Hmmm. A couple of years ago I auditioned for ANTM and was chosen top 12 out of a group of about 100 girls. When they measured my height, they told me I was too short. I was 5'7 solid. THey also told me to try out next season. I never did though. That season Jaslene won, and she's hella tall and SKINNY. The question is now, "Will I try out again with this new requirement for an upcoming season?" HMMMM IDK...but all of you short girls, HERE'S YOur CHANCE. PROVE THAT SHORT GIRLS CAN GRACE THE COVERS OF TOP FASHION MAGAZINES AND KILL THE RUNWAY WITH ATTITUDE AND SPUNK!

Long Hair/ SHort Hair